New Chapter Begins

New Chapter Begins

Posted by rabiatul adawiyah on September 16, 2011 in Life as Future Teacher, Life as Student, Ups and Downs,

Salam Alayk..

I just want to write something beneficial here. But does not touch about my pathetic life or what so ever. Something that my readers could have at least think of. But again, as I wondering around in this blogosphere, not only facts and those out of the box things are beneficial (to me). Sometimes, it can be just experience of others shared in theirs' could be as a quick guide for me. It's a retrospection. Ponder upon what have we done for those years.

Doing Fardhu Kifayah

Of all years, here I am again to do all sorts of 'fardhu kifayah'. I will be teaching English during this approximately six months. Also lead those comrades in my same school of thoughts. Why? I don't think that I am that capable actually. But, I thought of this things happen, because there is no one left to hold the position. I mean, no one bear to stick to what it takes to do those things. I hope I can train my sisters and brothers and friends to replace me. ;p

Learn English is fun, you know. For me, personally I am more positive when I talk in English. But yeah, there must be people out there to say that I must be some sort of lupa diri and what not. But, it's true. I was grown up in fun and positive environment of English, so it shaped my language believe somehow. Even then, I am not denying the important of Arabic language as we need it to recite Quran and perform Islamic obligations.

However, I am still wanting to overcome this shyness of me. Whenever they were no people (especially Malay) who can talk English, I would not talk in English. Because for me, I am not good in tolerating 'rojak'. It's a no-no for me most of the time. Unless I am teaching my students, who need to understand the syllabus and stuffs. So, not many people outside of my jargon would know that I can speak the language. Cause I tend to hide it. There is one moment where, people looking at me as if I am weird, speaking English in front. I know they were admiring my slang for most of them telling me, but it can't be helped for me to feel alienated. :P

*during cairex expo (once upon a time of me)

And yes, there are thousands of them who are even better than me. I am just an educator to be, who still have tons of journey to be explored. Yeah, I am not that good. But just try to be good. For whatever it is, I have Him.

p/s-Always be realistic and stick to your ground in a moderate way. Wishing everybody a good journey ahead.

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Man Jadda Wajada

Man Jadda Wajada

Posted by rabiatul adawiyah on August 30, 2011 in Diary, Life as Future Teacher, Life as Student, Ups and Downs,

Salam Alayk~

"Man jadda wajada, wa man zara'a hasoda."

Maksudnya, sesiapa yang berusaha maka dialah yang akan mendapatnya, sesiapa yang bercucuk tanam maka dialah yang akan menuainya.

This is one of Arabic's saying that my father used to tell me, and this is actually his favourite one. Whenever I feel bad about my progress in life, or exams, or I feel hesitate about future, he would always say those words to me.

I do feel that most of us have things in mind which sometimes could not be clarified with words. Our hardship which sometimes could easily bring us down. Or hard situations which we face in our 'checkpoint' in life which we believe none would face the same that he/she would understand what we are going through.

So, there would always be the time when we feel helpless or clueless. We start to ponder upon what we did but things are so irrelevant and impossible to be rewind. Yet we could not stop to where we are. We must face the challenge and strive forward. We must believe although it seems to be too hard. In front of us, there are what we call FUTURE.

Never give up hope. Allah still allow you to breathe at this moment, and I'm sure He would allow you to take many breathes ahead, plus the barakah you search if you are keen enough to find your peace in remembering Him in every breathe you take. Just do whatever you can, and leave the rest to Allah.

Hm..actually,I was worried with my final semester. This is what I call 'Episod Getir' in my life. After this, I am not sure of what I would bring up in future. Where will I end up to, or when I would end my career to pursue my dream in life. Cause I once had this dream to open a tuition centre, and paying all those debts before I pass away. But till now, I'm not sure about it cause my path seems to be very bushy so far.

But in my journey, at every steps that have been taken, I did found many inspiring people. Apart from my parents, there are few of them who had also lighten up my trail. Who are they? They are people who seldom critics but encourage. Seldom order but nurture. And through their figures they bring up more spirit in people to be better.

I hope I can be such person too. To raise future caliphs, no matter who they are. Although I am pretty sure today's challenge is not like those days..where there were no internet, no cellphone invented, no facebook and such. As a future educator, I am aware that there are some biased, impolite, and many weirdo persons in this incredibly webbies, that making teaching attitude is another mission impossible. But, I believe there are still many muslims who are good at hearts and wanting to see their future leaders are among those who making good deeds, for in Islam, Allah loves those who make good deeds.

Sincerely,

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Chasing Back My Beautiful Dream

Chasing Back My Beautiful Dream

Posted by rabiatul adawiyah on July 14, 2010 in Diary, Life as Future Teacher, My Field, Ups and Downs,

Salam ALayk!

It is like, something touch and wake me up. Now I am holding back to it. A dream where I kept it away, not so long time ago. How I spend my time thinking of what it will be if I ever painted my way on that path. But today, I am pretty sure, that this time, I decided to get back to where I should be. Thanks a lot my deary educators who bring me back the memory of my passion!

p.s Having Friends That Make You Feel Better When You Think You Are A Mess or stupid is A Blissful Thing.

But Think of It Again.

Thing can be upside down. Vice Versa.

So Just Be Careful.

p.s.s I should thank numbers of my supportive friends around me..(they know who they are)

THANKS!! *^_^*

Still survive,

Teacher To Be

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