Crashing Words in Mind

Posted by rabiatul adawiyah on February 03, 2010 in

Salam Alayk.

How should i put this? The feeling of losing what you wanted to say at first, when you look at the people around you suddenly freeze as you open your mouth.

Plus, the situation where I already cramped with nonnative speakers who talk bahasa all day long,contributes to my crashing words in mind; when I wanted to produce an English word when suddenly the one in bahasa also come across my mind. I have to stop for awhile, thinking the best word to produce, as I don't tolerate 'rojak'. The result, worse as it could be, I began to develop 'rojak' in speaking. How frustrating!

p/s-is there any cure for this kind of abnorm of me?